The relief of spaciousness

Christine McDougall
2 min readNov 21, 2024

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The rain fell heavily all night. It was still falling as we paddled out into the surf in the dawn light. At this time of year, first light is 4 AM.

I love surfing in the rain. I love the greys and aquas of the sky and water. Today the water is glassy, and the waves refuse to reveal themselves until they are close.

I adore the quiet of being early, not long before others show up. Yet our home break has become a place of friends.

From my early days of insecurity as a surfer and not knowing anyone, to being comfortable and surrounded by people who cheer each other on.

Insecurity for me means going inside, withdrawing. How lovely that I can now laugh, chat and cheer.

My day has spaciousness — no appointments and a very big, impossible for one-day to-do-list.

Yet it is the sense of spaciousness after a busy week that nourishes me.

Like the vastness of the ocean when I look to the horizon. The spaciousness makes it feel like anything is possible.

I suspect anything is possible.

I do not function when life is wall-to-wall with meetings and activities.

I need that big vast space.

I was thinking this morning, paddling out, how lucky I am to get this time, too early for many, to play, surf, be in nature, sharing it with my love. Before work.

Not a chore. Simple pleasure. Luxurious.

I exhale. And now to play in the field of my work, unstructured and creative.

My being does a little interior tap-dance.

Photo Taken September 19th 2024, Article written November 22nd 2024

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Christine McDougall
Christine McDougall

Written by Christine McDougall

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